“I got one, one life, right? Mine. But I want someone else’s sometimes.”
Dallas Buyers Club (2013) dir. Jean-Marc Vallée
I’m so fucked up inside,” he whispered. “That I don’t think anyone could be able to handle me like I’ve handled myself for all these years. But if someone out there is willing to try, then I’d like to see that.
Concept: we are together. you are sleeping with your body wrapped around mine. it is quiet. my mind is calm. we are happy.
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But I loved you,“ I paused for a moment. “and I knew loving you wasn’t enough to make you stay, but I still loved you with everything I had. I wish I didn’t, but I did.
I want to text you so bad but I am scared. I’m scared that you won’t reply back and reality is going to hit me with the fact that you are now gone and I don’t have you as mine anymore.
You remind me of the stars in the sky
Because I don’t ever want to stop looking at sky
And I don’t ever want to stop looking at you
You’ve captivated my mind my heart and my soul the flowers from previous woes have now grown into beautiful roses as beautiful as it seems I’m finding it hard to breathe because reality has hit me and I know I can never call you one word, mine.
Anxiety isn’t cute. Don’t act like you have it because if you want it, here. Have mine. Because it’s not fucking cute and I don’t want it.
